the purpose of being alive

sorry, there is a lot of problems with my grammar..i am trying to improve my english, let's do it together my friends. hi, my name is G-rei(from gray), i mean in this forum.

for the deepest of my heart, there is a corner of blue.
it is the swamp in the darkness wood.
darkness, consumed the strength.
the wind is howling against the with

haha..too abstract..but not as over as my formed.

erm by the way i'm just trying to express my feelings here.
i think negative, do negative and act negative
what make me negative so?
i'm down as usual, my heart is occupied by hatred
i've stuck up to be confused, confused by..the purpose of being alive!
can you please tell me why do i excist ? lol i'm waiting for your!Grim..

i tot ur G-rei is GAY,not gray..

i think negative, do negative and act negative

i think it suppose to be...i think in negative way , do in negative way and act in negative way?!

juz my opinion...

oh ya....the purpose of being alive..why?
there're a lot of answer..just depend..on how you're going to aswer...

as for me..now the purpose for me to alive...is very simple.....to help others....that's all...

Did this section included 'correcting errors?'

for the deepest of my heart = 在我心里深处？
If yes, suppose to be 'IN' right?
I'm just...'on my opinion', hahah! guide me if I'm wrong also;)

re:wahaha you do really understand me wo..gay..waha!good good..

re shien & how:ohoho i dare not to say whether u r right o im correct.
try to check your dictionary out..hehe!